Maybe people do think I'm crazy. Am I?

I went out dancing in the streets of NYC yesterday, and I'm now reflecting on how people may have taken to it. Although I don't know how I may have been perceived by others, just replaying it in my head of what I think I looked like, I could see how I may be mistaken as "crazy." For all I know, I probably looked like a dorky skinny little girl with headphones on dancing all over the place. It's also hard for people to know what I'm dancing to because I'm dancing to the music on my headphones, and I was just so into it.

Aaah. As much as I feel like I may have embarrassed myself, I did have a lot of fun, and shouldn't care what others think of me. If they want to think I'm crazy, so be it, but all I know is, that I had FUN! And I'm okay with just being myself and feeling so free. Why let others stop me?

I also had a lot of people filming me, and I'm not sure if it was because they thought I was crazy or what! Oh well. ;( I will still dance, no matter what. One person remarked, what happened to you last year? You were supposed to have been discovered already, so what are you still doing here? Come on, keep dancing. I got the push from a good number of people, but another part of me, just wasn't sure. This guy I was seeing before, also saw me, but didn't really care for me, because he was so caught up in getting a picture of a "celebrity." I told myself, one day, he will be shooting photography of me, if only he knew, but for now, I'm not good enough.

True stars aren't made, they are born.